Boleh ke tamo raya?

lagi bbrp hari je nak raya dah ni…tapi knp teaks xrase happy? aci tak kalo xrase happy time raya? mcm xbaik je kan…raya is supposed to be a time of celebration for muslims sbb dh berjaya menahan nafsu sepanjang bln ramadhan kan? but teaks mmg xrase happy~

nak kate 1st time raya kat uk, ni dh 3rd time..but this time around rumah ni kosong…xpnah raye rumah kosong…uhuk2..pastu maybe this time around, teaks dh busy with clinical attachments so rase sgt penat…nk masak2 utk raye pon xtau lg dan ke tak…plus ade deadline ssc (thesis) next week…pastu nk kejar 10 mlm terakhir…tp dh lost count dh mlm ni genap ke ganjil…

ape nk jadi ngn teaks ni? patotnye stp kali ramadhan lbh baik..tp thn ni rase cpt sgt ramadhan ni…tau2 je nk hbs dh…patotnye by the end tu iman kt rase kuat…spy bile ramadhan habis, kt bersedia nk face dunia yg kembali dpenuhi syaitan2 blk…tp dgn keadaan skrg ni, rsnye kalo ramadhan hbs mcm tu je, teaks xcukup kuat lagi nih…aiyooo…sbb tu jugak kot teaks xrase happy nk raye…i’m not ready to leave ramadhan!! *sigh*

pape pon, bknnye blh stop time kan..so theres no point in me not being happy with raya n just duduk2 bersedih…guess i need to find the fighting spirit in me to make me work EXTRA hard during these few days yg tinggal nih…yosh! may Allah guide me n the people i love to become good muslims insyaAllah~

yg tamo raya

*teaks*

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